Make sure when you guys reading this page, you listen to the song that I suggest you should! Take your time to enjoy the vibration by Vincent Fenton I known him as FKJ. Bet on this long night and fatigue all most all day everyday, when you are hard to sleep and hard to get up. What are you doing, I am sitting nearby the bed, collecting papers on my table, gathered them into a small poetry, and story, being round and round in good and unpredictable, you just need one song. Tonight this half France guy showed up on my playlist, that randomly staying not premium.
After you take the medicine, try to eat something, but still you can not bounce back to the bed and closed your eyes perfectly, and it's been with you for almost 15 days. When you totally hate hospital, and the library just chaos.
Way Out - FKJ (play this while you read the small pieces of art of mine, I just love my words, sentences, random paragraph, little notes, quotes on a book that waiting for me to finish, and sealed book). Enjoy some of them...
”It’s less about the places we go than the people we meet along the way. But most of all, it’s about the ones who stay, who become home.”
"One night we the sky so blue, another night we see the sky with star, another night you open window and gaze the rain"
"Life, is one big chapter with small little dots, but made with joy and tears"
"Wake up in the morning, murmuring your liver and lungs with narrow space to breathe. While your heart is racing and pumping the power to lift up your smile"
"Nothing just nothing to say"
"Once I am reading the book by Dolly Alderton, and I realize Dolly is brilliant talented person"
"Oh you can control emotion right now?"
"I wake up my mind I should take this, you’re not a vacation, and you’re not the answer to all crisis, but when I’m in crisis or I’m sick or I’m sad, you’re the only thing I knew. And when I’m happy, you make me so much happier. We still have a lot to figure out, but one thing I know is, wherever you are, that’s where I belong"
"Why?"
"Beautiful world where are you?"
"Walking, seeing, learning, silence, thinking, probably eats you a lot"
"I was tired, it was late to work and review recent task, I have bad fatigue last night after eat, I went to emergency and no one knows it, I take some medicine to cure with energy that left inside my body, badly seems that gave by someone, god my heart suffocating and it tears me down, I mean everyone could judge and stays for long with their shape of mind, but please watch out, you don't know what they are going through"
"My room in a mess, I have to donate my books"
"I have too many notebook that never fit to my bad and pocket"
"I hate the light in my room, too light! I can not focus. I hate to put a bottle of water next to my bed, I don't like drink water regularly, neither I am still drink it"
"Presumably, remembered suffering never feels as bad as present suffering, even if it was really a lot worse we can't remember how much worse it was"
"When I look back at those years, I feel touched and almost pained by the memories I love all good things rather than living on a bad bad nightmare"
"Forgiving, is me? or you? or us?"
"I like the version of me that colored by you till tonight, still in the right hand I believe"
"Funny things: I still travel the world with something you taught"
"We do have mistake, aren't we?"
"Really I want to sleep without waking up in the middle of the night, in sweat and shortness of breathe, I don't want to see doctor anymore for some good reasons I can write all those small letters and staring and the window when it rains I like it more"
"Bersih Sehat become my place to read books, text from mom, babeh little voice notes, figured it out things. The staff ask me if the coffee was good or not, I just nod and give them smile says the coffee was amazing"
I am living with his tune for almost in any phase I had in my life, good or bad FKJ is a blessing for me, by last night I am playing 10 years ago to make me sleep deeper it helps not much, but feeling better. In his video clip Vincent open the door, looking for peace and seeing all those little grace. The Album is named after his original name, released by 2022 covid era I guess still he is my number one tune. Walking around just like Vincent says
"Way Out at least for a minute, just a way out I'm still on you"
I wouldn't be able to think of anything at all, they were increasingly verbal and abstract song titles, random thought, text messages from friends and family, or quotes from novels. This platform keep me sane, to fill up my mind and my soul.
FKJ more than a melody it's a soul, this section of comment makes me realize Way Out has so many meaning for anyone around the world, including me. Good night.
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